I'm bAck

it was already 2 month we were couple....last posti was said that i already broke up with my bf...actually he just wanna test me if i have another guy in my life...bcoz i have a conflict with other old guy that cannot accept that i already have a bf...
for ur in4fmation that oldman already married but he has stupid feeling with me...the funniest thing is he want me to be his second wife...hahahhahahahaha....stupid...am Iwanna him??? of coz not...eeeewwwww...disgusting...uweekssss....not my test...
ohya...continued about my bf...ermmm...i'm verry happy that we are together again...he loves me so much... so do I...so blogger...i'm the happiest girls in this world...alhamdulillah...amin..

SaD...sAd...SaD...

Hai blogger...i'm just wanna telling you all that i already broke up with my bf this morning at 12.30am on 13th of march...Am I sad????of coz bcoz i already set him as my future husband but I can't reach my dream...bcoz my dream only a dream that maybe could't happen to me...
   Its my fault for what just happen to me...i'm just crying and still crying...I'm just thinking that maybe what was happen to me it have their meaning...so i must make it meaningful as my life is go on...For a many time i feel that my life is gone..i already give up with my life..but i'm still have a family...a big happy family that always love and take care for me...i also have friend that have support behind me..that is HASNAA, ZATY and SAADAH...they always give me advice and try to make me happy and not thinking to much..
   My friends always said a same words to me..that is..."they are many man in the outside that are still waiting for you...more better than the past bf...all words they are said maybe had their true...he not the only man that you can get from this country( KELANTAN)...still someone is waiting for you..but you just not know who are they...
   So be patient and try not forget to your god ..Allah SWT...friends..I need your supporter for my life..without you all i cant stand it anymore in this world.....I hope my new dream is a true dream...i wanna be solo again..nobody cant open my heart again...its already locked..and always been locked... 

My Lovers...

HELLo...HELLo...HELLo...my frenz...i'm so happy right now bcoz finally i can see my boyfrenz for 2 weeks icant see him bcoz he really2 buzy right now. He buzy with his goats n ships...and also with his company of spare part car. I understand for what he doing right now but i cant live without him or see him. For me, he is my soul. he is my everything. I love him so much. For your information he is 32years old...n me is 21 years old...so far so good...hehehehe...
   he is a good person...n always can make you laugh every time he see you....i'm feel so happy just like in heaven...i love you so much khairil anuar hilmi..i love you so much..